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Can't you accept
She said
Can't you see
I'm gone
I don't love you anymore
Walls felt cold
My head felt heavy
Thoughts unclear
My hands less steady
I couldn’t find the air to breathe
As I sat there and watched you leave
A place called home
Now unfamiliar
Once polished gold
Now tarnished silver
I couldn't find the air to breathe
As I sat there and watched you leave
The ache in my chest
The hole that you left
Now I can see
That you’re gone
This was inevitable
These wounds unmendable
They scar but never heal
I'll try my best to conceal
You said
Tell me what's the point of making amends
Tell me what's the point of trying to tread
Tell me what's the point of trying again
Tell me what's the point
Tell me
Tell me what's the point
Tell me
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Who You've Become
02:11
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Sleepless nights and wasted days
Tired eyes, my life's a haze
Will I ever feel okay?
Maybe when I fade into grey
I’m broken glass strewn across the floor
I see your ghost through open doors
I can’t be who I was before
I gave my all, you wanted more
I'm still caught in this maze
And every roads the wrong way
I'm still trapped in this cage
I’ve been stuck here for days
I can't tread water
Im slipping underneath
Water flows past broken teeth
'Cause of what you did to me
I hope you're struggling to sleep
Hours spent awake counting sheep
Because of what you did to me
I'm still caught in this maze
And every roads the wrong way
I'm still trapped in this cage
I’ve been stuck here for days
I cant cope with this change
And most importantly
With what I've lost
Take back what you said
And everything that you’ve done
You fucking hypocrite
I hate who you've become
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3. |
Past Tense
02:45
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Do you remember?
What you said
I remember
I wish I could forget
When you said
You didn’t need me
You broke me
I needed your love
I wasn’t enough
I fade into memories
Of things that I could never be
You expected too much from me
When I needed your love
I was never enough
When it rains it floods
And I'm drenched
From the path that I tread
Pull your words from my head
Did your means justify the end?
We could have tried to make amends
Will I ever be content?
I’ve doubted myself for too long
There was nothing that I could have done
To fix something broken at its core
Unmendable like plates dropped on the floor
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4. |
Phantom Pain
02:57
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I wake up just to find, I've fallen short
My vision is fading, my mind distorts
I'm sick of feeling like there’s something wrong with me
I’m not who I wanted to be
I’ve lost all sense of security
I keep falling back
It's too overwhelming
By myself
I need your help
I keep falling back
Into this place
You left me with a phantom pain
You said nothing stays the same
My hands are tied behind my back
You focused on the things I lack
You left me with a phantom pain
You said nothing stays the same
I’m tired and my rope is frayed
I am so afraid
I’m so afraid
Tears stream down my face
Emptiness I can’t escape
Wish that things could stay the same
‘Cause I just can’t forget your name
Back and forth in rooms I pace
Following steps I can’t retrace
‘Cause I am so afraid
I am so afraid
You’re the thoughts inside my head
You’re the water I fail to tread
I’m a book remained unread
I’m a screw without a thread
Since you left my rope is frayed
I am so afraid
I am so afraid
Since you left my rope is frayed
I am so afraid
I am so afraid
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5. |
Closure
02:48
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I'm sick of feeling stuck in my head
We were interwoven, you tore out our thread
Your phantom is burned into my eyelids
And is imbued with blood I’ve bled
I know that I was never what you wanted of me
And when you left you took out the key
That unlocked my self doubt and insecurity
And what hurts most is that everything I held close
Slipped through the cracks in my fingers
You broke my heart to its fucking core
But I did the same to you the year before
And I don’t hate you for what you did to me
I guess we were just never meant to be
I need to start thinking of you in the past tense
But life with you was the only thing that I had that made sense
And in the end I thought you still loved me
Closed my eyes to cracks beneath
The reflections of myself don't show who I wanted to be
And at the end of all of this I have to admit
A part of me is still in love with you
There is a fragment of me
That I lost in you
And its tearing me apart
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Melodic Hardcore from Sydney, Australia.
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